confessional 8

[Parvati Shallow]

THAT'S A F@CKING STICK !!!!!

I can't wait ..I just can't wait to see Steph play that F@CKING STICK ...............and the good news is it looks like I won't have to.
Phillip losing immunity tonight was the last thing I wanted but it seems to have had a silver lining. With Nick immune it would be either Dave or Phillip leaving and I don't like either of those possibilities. I could try to convince people to vote Stephanie but since they think she has the idol they will be reluctant. I could tell Dave that she doesn't have the real idol but I can't betray Shambo and Phillip like that so I was stuck between a rock and a hard place. Fortunately Phillip realized his ass was on the line and told me he decided to play the real idol. OMG This is going to be great !!!!! Now Steph will finally leave and so will the idol . Both of them will finally be put to rest. I have never seen idols played in one TC. This should prove to be very interesting. I have felt badly about knowing all this and not telling Stephen and Dave but I have to keep my word to Sham and Phillip . At the moment I feel pretty comfortable having 2 separate F3 deals...but there is going to come a time when I will have to make a tough choice.

[Host Sarah]

We'll see xD Love the confessionals, Parvati <3

[Parvati Shallow]

Don't do that to me !!! You are making me nervous when you say " we'll see ". It makes me think something may not go the way I expect it to.
Now I am worried that;
A. Stephs idol is real and Dave may leave
B. Or that I am being blindsided
Neither possibility make me very happy so now instead of having a nice relaxing day at the beach I am going to sit around chewing my fingernails and imagining all the things that could go wrong.

[Parvati Shallow]

Of course Damien would like that. Its a hosts job to torture the castaways.

I put this in my voting thread but it needs to be here too.

It sucks to have to vote Shannon out. I know some people are not comfortable with him because he doesn't talk that much, but he talks to me and I like him. We don't have an alliance per se but I don't think he would vote me out for a while if he had other options. The problem is there aren't too many options when it comes down to 3 people and one of them is me. Its either him or Shambo at this point and I know she has access to the real idol.
If there ever was a time I wanted to get rid of Shambo it would be NOW
She has given the idol to Phillip, and she would not see it coming. I must admit it is a temptation because I know at some point they are going to try to get me to turn on Dave and Stephen. I love Dave and promised him a F2. I would love to be able to keep that promise but Shambo and Phillip have a lot of ammunition ( idols and extra votes ) and I trust them to take me to F3 so this is actually the turning point in the game.
This is where I will have to make my choice as to what group I am going to go with. If we blindside Shambo at this TC and Phillip is idol-less at the next one he will still have the 3 vote lead....but Dave, Stephen and I could cancel them out and lobby for support from Nick to force a tie.
UGH I hate making big decisions on an empty stomach. I better go find some coconuts.