Post by Phillip Sheppard on Apr 22, 2011 14:28:33 GMT -5
I've had my first conversation with Dave. He seems like a very honest and very gay man and someone I think I could work with in this game. I hope to make many friends in this journey like him. Please enjoy
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CrazyAssPhillip: Hey Dave!
ecukid1983: whats up Phillip how u doing man
CrazyAssPhillip: meditating and speaking to my grandpappy
CrazyAssPhillip: how about you?
ecukid1983: just watching a retrospective video that the host made in a heroes vs villians game i just got finished playing in
ecukid1983: its really cool how he matched up peoples expressions to the votes and stuff
ecukid1983: www.youtube.com/watch?v=k7-HowrxhWc&feature=related
CrazyAssPhillip: cool cool, I am retrospecting too
CrazyAssPhillip: having a inner battle with the gorilla and lion within me
ecukid1983: haha nice
CrazyAssPhillip: Is the guy in the picture you?
CrazyAssPhillip: o that something from smallville? I don't keep up with this stuff
ecukid1983: yeah thats clark kent
ecukid1983: i wish that was me
ecukid1983: lol
ecukid1983: then i wouldn't be single
ecukid1983: id have guys all over me
CrazyAssPhillip: ahh its take great courage to admit your sexuality. Living as a black man is similar although it is not something you can hide
ecukid1983: yeah but racism is not as bad as it use to be but being judged on being gay is still pretty harsh
CrazyAssPhillip: perhaps, but I can still feel it when I see it, but its hard to describe, until I spend a day in the shoes of a gay man I wouldn't know though
CrazyAssPhillip: perhaps my great grandfather who was also gay will come to me in a vision and elucidate it for me
ecukid1983: oh wow i can imagine it was really hard for him
CrazyAssPhillip: so far only my grandfather, not my great grandfather has spoken to me, it takes deeper mediation to span back further
ecukid1983: so your actually a black guy or are you saying it cuz phillip is black
CrazyAssPhillip: That is a mystery which may reveal itself given time
ecukid1983: ooh ok i understand
CrazyAssPhillip: As long as my aura is control of Phillip's body I will be a black man, my aura outside his body could be a great many things
ecukid1983: um alright then
CrazyAssPhillip: Nice to meet you, I shall continue on with my mediation * pulls up pink underpants* hope we are on the same tribe
ecukid1983: thanks and if u ever see me on, don't be afraid to hit me up
ecukid1983: i love to talk
CrazyAssPhillip: I can talk much without speaking a word, but only with those who have also mastered the art
ecukid1983: um ok then
ecukid1983: but like i said if you ever want to talk u can just hit me up man
CrazyAssPhillip: I will, and just remember you can always be honest with me, as a former FBI agent I can always tell if someone is lying
CrazyAssPhillip: by sense with you is that you are a very honest and open man
ecukid1983: yeah i try to be
ecukid1983: but everyone struggles with morale every now and then
CrazyAssPhillip: I understand, I had left the FBI due to my struggle with Morale
ecukid1983: ok i think i used the wrong word. maybe i meant morality
ecukid1983: well pretty much ethical behavior
ecukid1983: lol but you know what i mean
CrazyAssPhillip: oh yes me too
CrazyAssPhillip: in the Federal Bureau department where I worked I was number 2 in command but ended up having to leave due to my ethical failures
CrazyAssPhillip: I had touched a co-worker where I should not have, I could not resist the primal urge to.... I should have exercised my ethical restraint
CrazyAssPhillip: I am trying hard now to right my wrongs
ecukid1983: well thats good to hear
CrazyAssPhillip: That is personal so I hope you can keep that between us
CrazyAssPhillip: I am ashamed of it now
ecukid1983: yeah why would i tell that
ecukid1983: not like its really true anyway man
ecukid1983: ur just really getting into character
CrazyAssPhillip: it is my character which must be forged through excessive mediation
ecukid1983: um ok then
ecukid1983: well i gotta go. get some sleep i have work tonight
CrazyAssPhillip: ok my gay friend, I will talk to you later, good luck at your place of labor
ecukid1983: haha ok thanks
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CrazyAssPhillip: Hey Dave!
ecukid1983: whats up Phillip how u doing man
CrazyAssPhillip: meditating and speaking to my grandpappy
CrazyAssPhillip: how about you?
ecukid1983: just watching a retrospective video that the host made in a heroes vs villians game i just got finished playing in
ecukid1983: its really cool how he matched up peoples expressions to the votes and stuff
ecukid1983: www.youtube.com/watch?v=k7-HowrxhWc&feature=related
CrazyAssPhillip: cool cool, I am retrospecting too
CrazyAssPhillip: having a inner battle with the gorilla and lion within me
ecukid1983: haha nice
CrazyAssPhillip: Is the guy in the picture you?
CrazyAssPhillip: o that something from smallville? I don't keep up with this stuff
ecukid1983: yeah thats clark kent
ecukid1983: i wish that was me
ecukid1983: lol
ecukid1983: then i wouldn't be single
ecukid1983: id have guys all over me
CrazyAssPhillip: ahh its take great courage to admit your sexuality. Living as a black man is similar although it is not something you can hide
ecukid1983: yeah but racism is not as bad as it use to be but being judged on being gay is still pretty harsh
CrazyAssPhillip: perhaps, but I can still feel it when I see it, but its hard to describe, until I spend a day in the shoes of a gay man I wouldn't know though
CrazyAssPhillip: perhaps my great grandfather who was also gay will come to me in a vision and elucidate it for me
ecukid1983: oh wow i can imagine it was really hard for him
CrazyAssPhillip: so far only my grandfather, not my great grandfather has spoken to me, it takes deeper mediation to span back further
ecukid1983: so your actually a black guy or are you saying it cuz phillip is black
CrazyAssPhillip: That is a mystery which may reveal itself given time
ecukid1983: ooh ok i understand
CrazyAssPhillip: As long as my aura is control of Phillip's body I will be a black man, my aura outside his body could be a great many things
ecukid1983: um alright then
CrazyAssPhillip: Nice to meet you, I shall continue on with my mediation * pulls up pink underpants* hope we are on the same tribe
ecukid1983: thanks and if u ever see me on, don't be afraid to hit me up
ecukid1983: i love to talk
CrazyAssPhillip: I can talk much without speaking a word, but only with those who have also mastered the art
ecukid1983: um ok then
ecukid1983: but like i said if you ever want to talk u can just hit me up man
CrazyAssPhillip: I will, and just remember you can always be honest with me, as a former FBI agent I can always tell if someone is lying
CrazyAssPhillip: by sense with you is that you are a very honest and open man
ecukid1983: yeah i try to be
ecukid1983: but everyone struggles with morale every now and then
CrazyAssPhillip: I understand, I had left the FBI due to my struggle with Morale
ecukid1983: ok i think i used the wrong word. maybe i meant morality
ecukid1983: well pretty much ethical behavior
ecukid1983: lol but you know what i mean
CrazyAssPhillip: oh yes me too
CrazyAssPhillip: in the Federal Bureau department where I worked I was number 2 in command but ended up having to leave due to my ethical failures
CrazyAssPhillip: I had touched a co-worker where I should not have, I could not resist the primal urge to.... I should have exercised my ethical restraint
CrazyAssPhillip: I am trying hard now to right my wrongs
ecukid1983: well thats good to hear
CrazyAssPhillip: That is personal so I hope you can keep that between us
CrazyAssPhillip: I am ashamed of it now
ecukid1983: yeah why would i tell that
ecukid1983: not like its really true anyway man
ecukid1983: ur just really getting into character
CrazyAssPhillip: it is my character which must be forged through excessive mediation
ecukid1983: um ok then
ecukid1983: well i gotta go. get some sleep i have work tonight
CrazyAssPhillip: ok my gay friend, I will talk to you later, good luck at your place of labor
ecukid1983: haha ok thanks
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